I HAVE TO JUST STOP no one will or can make me stop but me. Im not stupid, i used to shake my head at people like me wasting there money., I feel suicide the best, although i dont even have life insurance. I have ruined my life and hurt those around me and now my unborn child and my wife will have to Sometimes i think i am addicted to the losing not the winning. Not even all that crazy about money, like when i have it, i gamble Įven when i win i never cash out and stop, even when big amounts like 5000 or 8000 lolĪll on gambling, never mind the money off pay cheques. Well now i got a visa maxed out at 10,000 and a mastercard at 6000 with 20% interest. Then won 10,000 last year online slots.paid some debt off and oh boy that suckered me in big time you know how it goes the win sucks you in I won a couple times, 1000 here, couple hundred there, maybe another 1000 over there Likely down somewhere around 35 to 40,000 dollars since then. Used to be couple hundred off paychecks, then whole paychecks Started out with slots 12 years ago, it got worse and worse and worse. Well i have struggled with gambling for about 12 years now.ĭont even know where to start or what to say.
